Life will go own - Chris Isaak

Broken skies, heartaches that flowers won't mend
Say goodbye knowing that this is the end
Tender dreams, shadows fall
Love too sweet, to recall
Dry your eyes, Face the dawn
Life will go on

All day long thought that we still had a chance
Letting go, this is the end of romance
Broken hearts find your way
Make it through just this day
Face the world on your own
Life will go on, life will go on

There'll be blue skies, every true love
Someday I'll hold you again
They'll be blue skies in a better world, darlin'

Tender dreams, shadows fall
Love too sweet, to recall
Dry your eyes, Face the dawn
Life will go on, life will go on
Broken heart find your way
Make it through just this day
Face the world on your own
Life will go on

If I'm Not in Love - Faith Hill

If I'm not in love with you
What is this I'm going through, tonight
And if this heart is lying then
What should I believe in
Why do I go crazy
Every time I think about you baby
Why else do I want you like I do
If I'm not in love with you

And if I don't need your touch
Why do I miss you so much, tonight
If it's just infatuation
Then why is heart achin'
To hold you forever
Give a part of me I thought I'd never
Give again to someone I could lose
If I'm not in love with you

Oh why in every fantasy
Do I feel your arms embracing me
Like lovers lost in sweet desire
Any why in dreams do I surrender
Like a little baby
Someone help explain this feeling
Someone tell me

If I'm not in love with you
What is this I'm going through, tonight
And if my heart is lying then
What should I believe in
Why do I go crazy
Every time I think about you baby
Why else do I want you like I do
If I'm not in love with you

I wish my boyfriend is this nice

Girl: Do i ever cross ur mind?

Boy: No

Girl: Do u like me?

Boy: Not really

Girl: Do u want me?

Boy: No

Girl: Would u cry if i left?

Boy: No

Girl: Would u live for me?

Boy: No

Girl: Would u do anything for me?

Boy: No

Girl: Choose -- me or ur life

Boy: My life

The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says...

The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind.

The reason why I don't like you is because I love you.

The reason I don't want you is because I need you.

The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left.

The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you.

The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you.

The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life.

Feelings

"If you love something, sometimes, you just want to be surrounded by it"

Cinderella Story

I've just watched Cinderella Story again accidentally when I flipped over my TV channels. And this quote really got me.. *sigh*
----------
I can't sleep without knowing there's hope
Half the night I waste in sighs
In a wakeful doze I sorrow
For the hand, the lips..
..the eyes
For the meeting of tomorrow
----------

And it reminds me with another Hillary's song that I like - "Someone's watching over me"
----------
Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That someone's watching over
Someone's watching over
Someone's watching over me

Someone's watching over me

BMV Trips

I made 3 trips to BMV for the last 3 months and none of them made me successfully changed my address. 1st trip, they need me to bring a proof of the new address. Since I've just moved in for 2 days, I still haven't gotten any mails that I could use as a proof of my new address. 2nd trip, I brought a proof of address, BUT they need my passport, SSN and I-20. 3rd time, which is today, I made sure I brought everything. BUT their system was down and I have to come back "next time".

*sigh* I didn't know it's this hard just to change an address in BMV. They should set up a way ti change addresses online. Not everyone has time just to go back and forth to BMV..and gas prices are high nowadays!!!

Edit: I made another trip today and THEIR SYSTEM IS STILL DOWN!!! *sigh* Next time, I should call first!

Girls Night Out - Miley Cyrus

Don't call me, leave me alone
Not gonna answer my phone
Cause I don't
No I won't
See you

I'm out to have a good time
To get you off of my mind
Cause I don't
And I won't
Need you

Send out a 911
We're gonna have some fun
Hey boy, you know you better run!

Cause it's a girl's night
It's alright
Without you
I'm gonna stay out
and play out
Without you
You'd better hold tight
Cause girl's nights
Without you


hoo hoo
Lets go GNO
hoo hoo
Lets go GNO
hoo hoo
Lets go GNO lets go!

It's a girls night

I'll dance with somebody new
Won't have to think about you
And Who Knows
what let go
will lead to

You'll hear from everyone
You'll get the 411
Hey boy you knew this day would come

Cause it's a girl's night
It's alright

Without you
I'm gonna stay out and
play out
Without you


hoo hoo
lets go with GNO
hoo hoo
lets go GNO
hoo hoo
lets go GNO lets go!


Hey boy don't you wish you coud've been a good boy?
try to find another girl like me boy
feel me when i tell ya i'm fine
and it's time for me to draw the line

I say

Hey boy don't you wish you could've been a good boy?
try to find another girl like me boy
feel me when i tell ya I'm fine
and it's time for me to draw the line, (draw the line, draw the line)

Cause it's a
Girl's night
It's alright
Without you
I'm gonna stay out
and play out
Without you
You'd better hold tight
cuz girl's night
Without you
hoo hoo
Lets go GNO
hoo hoo
lets go GNO
hoo hoo
lets go GNO lets go!

Its a girls night

hoo hoo
hoo hoo
hoo hoo

blurry mode

I'm not a convenient store where you can come and go just when you need something

I'm not a toy where you can play around whenever you like

I'm not a hotline number where you can call when you feel like it

I'm not a waste basket that you could threw your problems and complaints when you'd never heard me back

-to be continued-

My Nerd Badge

For mom out there..

never ever try to beat a train..or even 2 trains..

Gotta Go My Own Way

I gotta say what's in my mind
Something about us doesn't seem right these days
life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan
is always rearranged
It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok..

I've go to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own away

Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
and I watch them fall everytime
Another colour turns to grey
and it's just too hard to watch it all
slowly fade away
I'm leaving today 'cause I've
gotta do what's best for me
you'll be ok..

I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own away

---
What about us?
What about everything we've been through?

---
What about trust?

---
you know I never wanted to trust you

---
and what about me?

---
What am I supposed to do?

---
I gotta leave but I'll miss you

---
I'll miss you

---
so I've got to move on and be who I am

---
Why do you have to go?

---
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand

---
I'm trying to understand

---
We might find our place in this
world someday
but at least for now

---
I want you to stay

---
I wanna go my own way
I've got to move on and be who I am

---
What about us?

---
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand

---
I'm trying to understand

---
We might find our place in this world someday
but at least for now
I gotta go my own away
I gotta go my own away
I gotta go my own away

Busy Busy Busy Weeks!

It's been a while since the last time I post something here. School has been very busy and last weekend was a long weekend which I spent visiting Nancy in Urbana and going to Chicago. I've had so much fun on the weekend that when I got back to Purdue, I have loads of things to do. Homeworks, exams and projects are lining up until next week. I even have to study this weekend =( My sleeping cycle is messed up too. I only slept for 4-5 hours a day this week. I am so desperately need to sleep!

Let's recap what I did this past week away from my blog.

I went to Chambana on Friday evening skipping my last class of the day. I went to gym with Nancy there! *what a way to start a long weekend* We made a tiramisu which tastes really great! I still have some in my refrigerator. I was planning to do my project on Saturday morning, but we're barely awake until 11am!!! Took shower and off to lunch. We decided to go to Chicago on the evening and stay over at Lisa's aunt apt. We went to Mitsuwa @ Schaumburg and had a buffet dinner of Korean BBQ. While waiting for Lisa, we decided to go to GameWorks and played some games. It was fun! I think the last time I went to GameWorks was last year. I used to go there every weekend during my internship last year. We reached Lisa's apt very late at night and went to bed.

The next morning Nancy and Lisa had haircut appointments @ Chinatown. So we went there and had a dim sum. It's the first time I spent more than 3 hours in Chinatown and we also got a metered parking spot! We headed to Mich Ave to do some 'shopping'. Went to Disney Store and all of us got a same Mickey Mouse T-shirt. For Dinner, we had another buffet, but this time it's a sushi buffet. *gosh* I love sushi! Unfortunately, there's no good sushi place in Purdue, so I have to go to either Indianapolis or Chicago to eat good sushi. Headed back to Chambana after dinner and have a good night sleep @ Nancy's.

Before going back to Purdue, I was still in the mood for shopping! We were planning to go to the mall before lunch, but we just woke up @ 11am. So we had lunch first then went to the mall for about 1 hour and finally I have to drive back to lovely 'desa' Lafayette.

I knew my project was due on Wednesday @ Midnight and I haven't started doing it, but I was so tired and lazy, so I went straight to bed. Tuesday was really busy. I stay awake until about 4am because of my stupid project. Wednesday was OK. Willie just got back from Indo and we talked for 5 hours, which made me sleep only for 4 hours >_< I was late for my staff meeting on Thursday morning because I couldn't wake up.

And today..I had my staff evaluation. I scored 35/35 for last semester's performance =D

Enough recap. I'll have some more updates soon.